SCENE ONE
(Lights snap on. CHARLOTTE center. Surrounded by packed bags. HARRY, her father, in the doorway. Smoking. Calmly. A long pause. )
CHARLOTTE
Nothing you can say. By the way. Just to let you know. In case you’re wondering. If you, I mean, if you thought. Anything. Don’t. Okay? That’s all. I’m decided. These are my bags and I’m leaving and it’s decided and you can’t say anything. Okay? You can’t.
HARRY
Right.
CHARLOTTE
I am determined.
HARRY
Okay.
CHARLOTTE
And I would say, I love you, Daddy. But I’m not sure I do. Anymore. So.
HARRY
Oh. Sure. Yeah.
CHARLOTTE
So this is goodbye.
HARRY
Right.
(Beat.)
CHARLOTTE
I am so resolved. I am so ready. There is a world and I will see it. And you won’t stop me. I will have adventures. I will be like an explorer. I will make new friends. I will fall in love. I will be like Christopher Columbus or Francis Drake or like Magellan or whatever. Because there is a world and I am determined. And when I come back? If I come back? No one will recognize me. I will be like a movie star or like a famous person and no one will recognize me and I will see through everyone. I will see through everyone. Even you. I will look right through you and you will look at me, and you’ll think to yourself who the hell is that and I’ll just smile at you. I’ll just smile and I’ll mumble something like profound or something really famous like a famous something like what someone famous would say because that’s who I’ll be because I’ll know a lot more, I’ll know a hell of a lot more when I come back. Or maybe I’ll just say, “Fuck you” because I can see through you. Fuck you. Under my breath. To the wall. To the fucking wall. I’ll see through you to the fucking wall and you won’t even know that you’re nothing to me. And I’ll say fuck you and you’ll think Is she talking to me? and you won’t even know.
You are a ghost to me. And I don’t care. Everyone a fucking ghost. Everyone. And I’m the only one. I’m the only one who means more than you or anyone else.
(Beat.)
HARRY
Honey?
CHARLOTTE
What.
HARRY
Where is this coming from? Do I need this now? Do you think I need this now? I don’t think I need this now.
CHARLOTTE
This is the truth. Daddy.
HARRY
The truth. Okay.
(beat)
I’m gonna tell you.
CHARLOTTE
What.
HARRY
You’re not very pretty. I mean, you know you’re not very pretty. Right? I mean, not like your mom. Right? Okay. And those—that acne? That’s what it is. It’s acne. You have acne. People don’t like acne. Famous people? They like pretty. They hate acne. I’m just telling you. That’s the truth. That’s the real world. So you know. These are the breaks. I like your luggage. It’s a really nice pattern. Francis Drake was a pirate, and Christopher Columbus was an asshole. Right? I mean, you know. You’re just not very pretty, honey.
CHARLOTTE
I know.
HARRY
Okay. So you know. Truth. So.
CHARLOTTE
So.
HARRY
Stay. Don’t do this.